babling,love

im tired of luv.....why so hard to find someone which is really love u and encourage u to love him back..dis feeling is so weard...its true wen u have to tell da person dat u love him very much, its gud to be try rather to sit alone and do nothingg..but not to be loved in return..aikh such a huge and really tearsss in  pain...and u have to get away the feeling in order be frend again..and have to find back ourself to act normal dat u dun have dis kind of feelingg...uhhkhhhh....GOD give me strenght to let go all of diss..its really meanss wen da first time i tell u dat i luv u..but for da nex time it jus a test to u in order to get the answer for dis feeling...aikhh im too much play with api la..kelak membakar diri sendiri...finally im burn in my play game..uhhhhhh....im really pain in tears,,to my those ex..i saw u ..and kind a bit impress with all the feeling jus get away..and i can see u with those smilingg by telling u.,i dun love u anymore..longer  heppies with our own life...
NOw on..i dun care anymore..if there any change for me to let fall in love again..GOD give me the true ones..the best one..the one and only..because lots of luv for u...dun paly with my love and break it apart, u do noe dis kind of love making me able to stand beside u..once u break da love,, im not be able to walk beside u anymore..and im walking away..away n away....LOTS OF LOVE...

NicE

This is something we should all read at least once a week!!!!! Make sure you read to the end!!!!!!

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio.

"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written.

My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16.. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come...

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."

KENAPA ALLAH TEMUKAN KITA DGN ORG YG SALAH??

Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi, jika dilihat dari sudut positif, itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.
1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.
2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.
3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.
4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.
5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...
6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.
7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.
8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.
9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.
Wahai sahabat yg kecewa, menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.
Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..
PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..

~~the road is taken~

aikh...kejap jer masa belalu...errmmm...teringat time bulan 7 taon lepass..aku bekerja part time cikgu tadika...dis year plak ak mengorak langkah yg lebeh maju..aku jadik QC Exec kat sebuah kilang sabun yg agak di kenali jugak laaa...semuanya bagaikan takdirr...byk impian aku yg tercapai..alhamdullilah...tapi ianya tercapai dlm bentuk yg berlainan, contonya:dulu after SPM aku berangan nak blaja kat PASUM..hamboi time isi borang nak masuk Uni time form 5 dulu..letak Pasum nih...walaupun dlm ati terdetik..layak kah??hahahaha....at las xdpt..tapi Tuhan tu maha KAYA...xsangka...aku dpt sambg blaja kat UM....as part of them..im so proud to be Ex UM student!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its jusss so amazinggggg to be as a part of an educated persson....then,,,di takdirkan juga ak major in microbiologyyy...n seeeee...all my microb classss at PASUM...wat a great deal~`ngehehehee.....
thenn...after grade misi mencari kerja bermulaaaa.....xkusangka...to be unemployed is so tiringg`~~interview sana sini..menantikan jwpn..hampa kecewa..n give up pun adaaa..plan to work as closes to my family..so tired to be alone for time being before...is so strange went u need them, they are not in front of u!!!munkin dah tiba masa untuk aku berjasaaa.....ermmmmmmm....then, nak di jadikan cerita..kilang biskut julies panggil ak utk satu sesi interbiu!!!urghhh unlucky dat dayy...they hv to postpone theeir interview...dah la nak prepared satu hal...xjadi plak..frust sgt!!!then im walk alone the streettt n suddenly i read the advertisment in front United detergent company xbape jaoh dr kilang julies td...im jus trying ma bes luck,and get the interview without make any appointment!!!!pastu ak deliver baik punya laaa...menda xdirancang selalunya membuahkan hasill...the nex week before ma bosss call meee..awak boleh dtg kerja yerr...wallaweh!!!!!!!!apa agi!!!!!!!horeyyyyy......tu la aku berangan nak keja kat satu tempat yg boleh mendtgkan faedah kat diri,,dan juga org lain...cam ak nak keja kat nestle ke, vitagen kerr...as lab instructor ke...any food productlaa... as aku penat join sirim under Food saftey n managment systemm..ujung bulan bawak balik makanan kat umah..sedekah kat kwn2 n sedara mare...tapi Tuhan tu maha KAYA..di takdirkan plak aku keja kat kilang sabun..apa agiiiii!!!!!!!ujung bulan bawak balik sabun freeee...sedekah la kat mak, sedara mare , kengkawan...n sesapa la yg bertuah!hahahaha...di tambah pula ku penah keja kat satu tempat yg hanya aku n bos aku jerr....bosan tahap gaban...then ak pon berangan..pasni ak nak keja kat satu tempat yg ramai org..yg bukan aku n bos aku jerr..huh...tapi skang...ak keja ngn ramai sgt orggg...penuh ragam n ceritaaa...tinggal aku jerr sanggop ke tidak...aikh...ak sanggop jerr...segla-galnya telah menjadi kenyataan...di dlm satu bumbung tempat kerja yg samaa...manyak kasih syg yg terjalin antara pekerja,leader,bos,anak2 buah..sgt mencuit hatiii dan ak jatuh hati dengan tempat kerja kuuu...most welcome with themm.....walaupun tekadang ada gak menda yg mencabar kewibawaan kita..tapi xpa...semuanya itu ku jadikan pengalaman yg amat berhargaaa kat dlm idop nikann...kesimpulannya janganlah takot untuk bermimpi..pada akhirnya impian tue munkin menjadi kenyataaan tapi ianya dtg dlm bentuk yg tak di rancanggg...okehhh...with lots of luvvvv.....^__^

ketabahanku tercalar luka

Beberapa hari ini aku rasa sangat sedih dengan masalah yang melanda. ermm..entahlaa..aku bukannya orang yg suka naik angin tak bertempat..malahan jarang untuk aku nak carik pasal dengan org..tapi tekadang tahap kesabaran kita itu ada tahapnya...orang kata idup niee biar beradap jgn biadap..jgn menyombong tak bertempat....sangat2 ak ingatkan diri jauhi tabiat tak sehat niee..mmm...bila kita 'terasa' di jatuhkan..berhak untuk kita bersuara..apa guna mulut kalo x dpt nak depend diri sendiri ..wlpon dengan niat bergurau,.bergurau tue ada hadnyaaa,tekadang sensitivity org tue xsama dengan kita...Tetapi aku tahu semua ini ada hikmahNya. Oh tuhan kuatkanlah semangat ini untuk aku meneruskan hidup dengan lebih baik, demi mempertahankan maruah diri,aku kehilangan dirinya..dan aku redho..munkin telah di rancang olehmu..xmampu di lawan..inilah takdir buatku..jika ini adalah salah satu ujian untuk aku menjadi manusia yg hebat pada masa akan datang aku redha dan terima segala ketentuanMU....aku ku tabah menghadapi dugaan ini..walaupun ketabahan ini telah di calari lukaa.....